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(no subject) [Jan. 8th, 2006|07:41 pm]
[mood |flirtyGlamerous]
[music |"change your mind" - All american Rejects]

Hey live journal,
yes, i known i've dispear for quite some time. i've been busy. i'm quite addicted to myspace now, it's a killer site.
i've recently become aware of the shocking reality of things going on outside my small world, that ppl have larger problems than who i like now & that i truly know what my potential is.
currently the largest problems i am having are
A. Getting the attention of a certain someone
B. Figure out how to curl my hair in the way i want to curl it
C. COnvincing my mother that she should let me put an ornj steak in my hair
D. Find/Making time to practice my instruments
E. Loseing some weight (even though i've lost quite a bit already)
F. Trying to not to become as easily depressed
G. figuring out how to do certain things on myspace
H. Forgetting he who name brings a bad taste into my mouth.
I. Getting the attention of certain someone!!!!!
J. Making another certain some NOT notice me
little problems

all this is happening while i am STILL trying to cope with the loss of my aunt who i ko happened more than a year ago , but i still think about it so much,
i don't want to go to the trial
but i'm going to, i'll be brave.
my favorite cousin Jon andrew and Tilly will be there, that will help.
i think i will cry there even if i don't want to. i'll have jon to hold onto,
he's like my older brother exept we've never had scuffles (exept for once or twice) and he has never tried to beat me up like a normal older brother does.
he's always been gentle loving and kind to all the cousins.
and tilly is a doll, we never used to get along but we do now. i feel so bad, i mean, marie meant so much to me but she was my aunt, auntie marie was tilly's MOTHER. i can't imagine how that must feel. i mean, my dads not around but he's ALIVE.
and he was never around much neway when i was younger.

poor Til. i'm going to try to be the best cousin to her, i will darn it.

ah and yes, there is a new guy, forget marcelo. he's a liar and quite a jerk, it wud amuse me very much if marcelo read this. haha marcelo. i hate you, you'll be lucky if i don't get Jon andrew after you!!! bwuahahaa. XD
well, yes, this new guy, i will not reveal nething about it cause he prolli doesn't like me, and i don't kno him quite well, and if ne1 wants details ask ludles. if you don't kno ludles that really sucks for you.

Ah... well... what eles is going on in my world?? hmm...

oh, there is an overcomming amount of shit talking and backstabbing in my school *shakes head*
it's infuriating.
sum1 is always talking about sum1 eles, and that sum1 eles is pretending to be sum1's friend but saying stuff about them to another sum1 at the same time and i basicly think these ppl just need to get over, there is alot more going on in this world than gossip.
live. be happy. and all that jazz,
so stfu and stop T3PYiNG L!k3 TH!Z or i will kill you all.

you heard me. don't do it.
it's just stupid.
learn how to spell idiots...
sure i say things like Kno but people UNDERSTAND IT.
ok i'm done with that little rant... dodododo..
oh, i like tomatoes, i've found their taste now splendid. oh yes.
that's all for now...
toodles. =)
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2005|09:13 pm]
i'm mad bored and watching the sound of music.... god help me...... i'm on the rebound..... ugh.... i've started going to the gym.... ok that's all for now, and now i will put in more "..."'s ...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2005|05:47 pm]
matt mcG spray addias on my hand.... =(
marcelo wears addidas.... oh my.... now i'm getting lonley again....
i miss him.....
he told me i'll find sum1,
that's gonna happen.
has he not noticed that like NO1 likes me. exept mikey stanton but he counts as a nobody. (((((STALKER)))))

*smells hand....*

well anyway i must make a code for tim, or eles he will not talk to me...

send a comment thingy back with the message peaches

+EMFx>s B? ,f?!.? !e( (!BE *x9 B9.Q .B?ff ;XX( 3L *x9 .B?ff F3S? B!,>?FX

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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2005|08:40 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Frankie j]

well... i'm bored... trying to be happy =)

a dance nxt week
now i must spend the days leading up to it preparing my outfit, hair and make up
oh what ever shall i wear?
no clue.
somthing pretty, and i'll have lots of body glitter on, and my hair moussed into curls i think... possibly i'll wear a silky blk tank and dark blue jeans...

i'm bored, and i'm watching the perfect man.... it's an ok movie, exept i don't really like hilary duff...

i WOULD be listening to my new frankie j cd, but i can't find either one of my 2 cd players currently... lol, prolli under my bed with a bunch of papers and shoes
and i'm too lazy to get up and listen to it in my moms room on the stero

an idea just occured to me. i cud listen to it ON THE COMPUTER.
wow i can't belive i didn't think of that b4. haha
well, ne way i feel like getting off the comp so i'll go be unlazy and listen in my mom's room

ttul lj ppl.
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2005|03:19 pm]
[mood |crushedSAD .]
[music |silence.]

marcelo broke up with me but he doesn't want me to be sad.
*rolls eyes*

like that's gonna happen.

so much for my happily ever after....

today i started off really sad, and brie , bri and nicky knew sumthing was wrong but i wudn't tell them wut happened,
every1 eles was basicly oblivious.

and i was REALLY tired cause i was up realllyyyy late last night.... ms bakey put on a boring blk and white movie on in civics class and i fell asleep....

i felt better after my nap, exept that i have a KILLER headache and i really wish i cud go out to lincoln or prospect and just sketch for awhile....
i've been too preocupied to practice my flute and i have a lesson 2day
uh oh!
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2005|10:25 pm]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |story of a girl]

blah.... i'm not suposed to be sad, but i am..... *sigh* and i'm bored....
bored bored bored boredddddddddddddddd................

i'm on the phone and typing at the same time.... damn i'm skilled lol


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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2005|07:51 pm]
Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
favorite color:
best physical quaility:face
best personality trait:you don't follow the croud
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?yes!
when will you get married?April 4, 2017
your kiss is:short and sweet
People date you because:you're funny
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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heyyy [Nov. 7th, 2005|06:10 pm]
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |more than words - frankie j, (me and marcelo's song =] )]

yes i kno i havent updated in a longass time....

well, lots of stuffs happen
made lots of new friend in sept,
and i went out with marcelo again for a little, me and him didn't see each other though and broke up in lyk 2 weeks
in oct did lots of stuff too,
mitchells party was fun, we played reliveio =)

one sunday i was hanging out at vv's and marcelo came over *squeak!*
i hadn't seen him since june... i missed him.. he gave me that hug i had been waiting for
that night was fun but the next night was better
me marcelo vv and bri h went and saw into the deep, and well, bri and vv went off ""to the bathroom"" for awhile (they were acctualy hiding in the back of the theater lol) and welll
i'll just let ur imagination play out frm there but i will say into blue sucked frm the parts that i got to see *wink wink nudge nudge*

well, after that me and marcelo started going out
my mom found out about him being there and grounded me for 3 weeks

it was worth it. =)

it would have been 4 weeks 2day but last night me and him decided to go on a break


well now i'll tell u about today:

i was miserable, and planned on being miserable, but my friends didn't like that idea
i got my starbucks double shot of esspresso this morning,
and broody and moody while shooting free throws and nicole came in (i had told her wat happened the night b4) and she ran over and hugged me ALOT and kept trying to make me laugh by saying "my fish ran away, got right up outta is bowl and ran away"
Adriana was unsympathetic lol
Brie and every1 eles was constantly trying to make me smile and happy ever though i didn't want to be
brie and tatyana nagged at me for not wanting to eat during lunch , and shawn finally found out and was all "u can come to me to tlak if u need to, i'm here 4 u" i wa slyk "uhh thanx.."
Gucci sat with his arm around most of lunch recess while i drew and we sang songs frm shrek 1 & 2
i went 2 brie's house after school, did sum hw, she forced chocolate ice cream with hot fudge down my throat! damn u brie !! *shakes fist* u kno i didn't want to eat! lol
, and then we met bri to go to lincoln
we stopeed by marcelo's house 1st though, i had sumthing i wanted to gve 2 him
and then we went to lincoln and hung out with the guy who were playing tackle foot ball
haha we hung around a lil and then went to friendly market, on the way backet , bri being the crazy ass person she is picks up a big ass ornj traffic cone and smashes it into sum house's window that idiot!
(it was madddd funny though)
every lyk walk "OH FUCK!" and we took off down the street lol,
brie went home adn so did i,
every1 eles went to the boys and girls club

i may go to portugal this summer, i haven't talked to my mom about it yt,
i hope i can go, i'm looking forward to the clubs lol


this is for tim

wo pof , cw@pk vq? O rh@vvw c@tphg pz lokk f@revi pig@w. kwzvvg o thxp pofh ????
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2005|10:03 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |just the silent sound of tears running down m cheeks....]

i'm never going to be good enough... never ever....
every1 i love always leaves me... or atleast they want to...
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WOW [Aug. 24th, 2005|02:28 pm]
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |hawthorn heights - Ohio is for lovers]

so many things have happened this month!!! like getting lost on a bus, dancing in the rain, i got up the nerve to ask sum1 out, (but ya, me and him decided that we wudn't be good together ,and i think i didn't really like him lyk that, cause i just felt i needed sum1, cause i wuz feeling a little affection deprived) , i made a new awesomely cool bestest randomest people friend =D, his name is Tony. i have so many things i cuold keep writing about but that may take up a couple (hundred) pages! lol !

well i'm out... buh bi nosey lj ppl!
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